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MIKI (Kouji). Vocalist. Guitar. Management. Feb 7. 39. AB. Aquarius.

A punk at heart & Osakan shoved into Tokyo life. ♠ Cigarettes. Whiskey & Beer. Rolling dice & cutting cards. Circus tricks & things that go bump in the night. Smoke filled back rooms. Dive bars. Rooftops & stairwells. Horror. Violence. Beauty. Music.

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25/8/19 14:19
miki: (✃ volatile)
I don't fucking trust you. Not for a single moment. I didn't trust the change in temperament and it turns out it was a good decision. Same person in different colors and slightly less faux intellectual bullshit. I wonder if you're trying to push my buttons but I wont budge. I'll just shut up.

It makes me want to fall back to an old me. It makes me want to be mean, but who am I kidding? I always want to be mean. What am I going to do with so much anger?

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23/8/19 20:46
miki: (✃ anguish)
It's really pathetic. I'm not so good at these things, I never was. Now I'm the one who is behind.

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21/8/19 20:28
miki: (Default)
The truth I wanted to share that night was that I understood your loneliness but I couldn't get the words off my tongue. It made no sense for me to feel that way. I have so many good people around me and yet there is this hollow feeling sometimes when I stop and realize the position I am in. I wouldn't change it for the world but no matter how linear the leadership is it's never really linear, is it?

Some things can never see the light of day no matter the craving. That's just how it is.